I woke up with a headache. Not just any headache but the kind that make you want to remove your head and borrow someone elses. It started yesterday with a massive out of the blue anxiety attack. If you've never had one of these imagine almost being part of a three car pile up in which the cars catch on fire. You're sitting their in your car feeling the adrenaline rush, and the fear knowing that your okay but still having trouble functioning. That is an anxiety attack.
That was yesterday today I woke up and my daughters bus to school was waiting for us. Talk about flying into action. So all of this led to the C-clamp on the back of my head and the too tight jeans analogy being an overwhelming reality from the moment I crawled out of bed. There will be no Vicoden for me today as I have to go for a dress fitting, for my mothers wedding and I'm behind on the homeschooling. Plus I have shopping to do for said wedding and haircuts etc. so no rest for me today despite the fact I would love to find the blissful oblivion of narcotic induced slumber.
I will start by making lists, so I don't forget all I have to do today. I used to make mental lists, now pen and paper are required. I would love to post something positive about how today will go but I'm not finding it at the moment. Hmmmm, I'll just have to keep looking.
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